Remark: Thanks Barry to remind me to update my blog as I know my f*ckin P1 is damn kau lagging.
On 25th March 2010 as I was working in the office, I received a call from my mum sayin that my uncle is in a critical condition. I stunned for a while, I comfort myself that everything will be all right coz tis is not the 1st call I received. Last week I also receive that call & we rush to Subang Medical Center but my uncle is in stable condition. He got difficult breathing & all his feet & hand "bengkak".I know he won't live longer but at least he express his feelings & told my last uncle what he want for his funeral to be & also ask my grandma not to worry too much. He already tryin his very best & was struggling to live before his last breath.
For me all is like a dream, during Chinese New Year, we all are so happy.. eating steamboat together, toasting wine & yelling YUMMM SENGGG so loud that I felt during my wedding day. All our family members already prepared. That's y everyone came on time to my Grandma New House in Setia Alam for family photo shooting during CNY. On his Funeral everything goes smoothly like his wish. Alot of relatives & frenz comin, giving his last goodbye.While busy praying, I dunno y suddenly I turn back to see whose comin, I saw a man wearing white shirt & white pants.. look alike like my 6th uncle. I know it sounds insane & stupid. He look so happy standing there smilling to see so many people turn up. I did not told anyone about that. Those who read my blog.. pls keep tis a secret... dun ask me.. I know I'm special but know too much is no good. I wrote tis in my blog is to tell everyone that my uncle already gone to Heaven.
Before my uncle pass away, I had tis weird dream, dreaming that my cousin Choon Yen & me taking lift to a funeral. That time was at night.. very dark & spooky. Before going to funeral we stop by at Cold Storage & bought some fruits. Then I woke up. I felt very sad then.. I know something will happen. Sighhh...
My Aunty told me that day when my 6th uncle pass away, she seen a big brown butterfly hiding in my uncle house red lantern. Soooooo BIG & BEAUTIFUL.. never seen it in her entire life. She think it is my uncle coming back home. My last uncle also told me that he had been observing one & only particular home fly flying on my 6th uncle body, he believe that is our ancestor... maybe is my Grandpa.
Most of we.. Chinese are superstitious..but too think positively.. tis we call Family.. no matter human or spirit.. Family stands for Father, Mother I Love You. I told my hubby yesterday that I felt very happy because all my Big Family members gather together.. folding money origami from my cousin who is 5 years old ...mum.. sister.. aunties.. uncles... cousins & my Grandma..everyone is so co-operative until one of my cousin bro who is 9 years old telling me that he felt like Chinese New Year. I know we all feel very sad & was crying non stop but.. at least we jokes around because we believe that we cannot be too sad so that my 6th uncle will rest in peace.....Dun worry.. everything will be all right.... I will
LOVE MY FAMILY MOREEE & learn to appreciate them while they are here..:O)
